It is a very unusual program, and i am applying the keyboard and thinking and relating to it, in my inner being, very very differently than I ever have in my life. 

The battery that makes it run is sitting down and playing. And feeling what it feels like, I had never... sat down at the keyboard in order to feel what I’m feeling because something I don’t understand is going on in my life, or something I don’t like.

To me the healing part of it is honestly being able to arrive at a keyboard, sit down with an intention of playing out something that I am not happy about, 

I’m watching something unfold in me that I’ve never seen before.